Do u know how useless I feel? Utterly and most completely.
Spending a whole year studying a subject I didn’t like just because I wasn’t quite good enough for them to excuse me as they did everyone else.
I don’t feel abandoned, I just feel alone.
My friends haven’t left me, they r here for me more than ever. But it isn’t easy not seeing them everyday. It’s the only thing that really hurts. I miss them.
I’m making new friends and meeting new people. This year hasn’t gone completely in vain. Or so I try to tell myself.
For once, I don’t think I can handle the irony.
Life is a struggle. Carry