I'm still just trying to be myself again. I catch me seeping through the cracks of this new person I've been.
This happened after I decided to just get to know this new person, adapt to her, make peace. But then this new person is about to tweet something preposterous (to my former self), and me interferes to stop her. Me has been doing a lot of interference lately, which isn't necessarily a bad thing. It means I just might be becoming myself again.
It's a very emotional process. And it doesn't help that I'm in pain. I need to sweep me clean from the inside.